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Dec
30
its been on my mind for awhile,gotta get this out of my chest,before its too late,
i cant let u go,you gotta listen
i smile just looking at you many times each day
i told you hundreds of times,”youre the love of my life”
inside a world of lies,my heart is uneasy,the only person that believes me is you
sometime i feel uneasy thinking about your change of heart
smiled and told me it could never happen,forever rebellious inside my empty heart
the only place i can lean on is you
often when i get weak hearted, i hate myself
today i am softly swept away and will erase you
dont avoid me even if i cheat on you
even if i forget you, dont forget me
often when i dont call or drink
if im with another girl
and our eyes meet,then only look at me
in a fight that never ends, only thing left is a long sigh
i hate the part of me that finds you bothersome
even though im smiling today, i secretly lose myself
i know very well that im selfish
everyday im in a meaningless time,it became unclean
i hope at least you’ll stay innocent,always
this is my truth,this is the trust i have for you
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 to you..
say goodbye to 2009 and hello to 2010
Dec
30
My world had just gone by
Always darkened skies
There was no reason to try
Never could fly
Now Im tired of searching
And wondering why
Its not really all that, much far
Reaching out for stars
Time to reach out
Time to be who I am
Finally, I believe
My dreams will unfold
Its like being touched by an angel
A brand new beginning
Its amazing
This is, a moment, I will remember
Finally, I can feel
Heaven on earth
Its like being touched by an angel
My world is changing
Im living out loud
Feels like, Im been, touched by an angel above
Ive waited for so long
For this day to arrive
The world seems a different place
Knowing I can fly
Dec
28
AND UR NEXT SINGAPORE IDOL IS …SEZAIRI SEZALI
After a few months searching for an idol,from thousands of wannabes, sezairi sezali emerge to be the one winning the title and leave sylvia 1st runner-up. I don’t know if he really deserve it.but thats what Singapore wants!.So congrats to him
Dec
26
I would march across the desert
To defeat my enemy
And I would lie here in the trenches
With your picture next to me
And when I told you it’s forever
Then it’s how it’s gonna be
Don’t, won’t let him
Just take the place of me, no
Does he really know you like I know you
All the little things?
Does he really love you like I love you
How can he compete?
If he makes me fight for you, die for you
Would he do the same?
This is turning into way more than a game
Now it feels like soldiers in a war
And none of us are backing down
And I will show you victory is mine
Before we leave this battleground
‘Cause he don’t wanna leave
And I don’t wanna go
And I know just how this battle goes
He don’t wanna leave
And I don’t wanna fight this kind of war
You know he’s not the man you think he is
He’s hiding all his flaws
So tell me what’s the point of fighting
Because we’ll all end up with scars
If that’s what I must go through
Then I’m not prepared to lose
‘Cause I’ve already bled so much for you, oh
Getting kind of sick of this battle
Wish I could take it back to when I had you
I’m always thinking that I can have you
Just let him have you
It’s getting kinda hard to convince you
After all the shit that we’ve been through
What, would you let all this happen?
You gotta choice to make it stop
It’s already going too far
Dec
25
Stopped by to wish u all a MERRY XMAS !!!
i wish u a merry christmas
i wish u a merry christmas
i wish u a merry christmas
and a happy new year!!!=)
Dec
21
am i really dat bad when im angry?? do i lose it all ??? i have been thinking of this since ytd,wat happened was i extended my working hours as one of my colleague was sick.but that was nort a problem.the problem was the queue was getting longer and it never stop.so as a senior i need to show extra initiative so i somehow run two station.i just cant stand it when someone putting so much effort to help but they took it for granted.damn pissed!! i can just leave them to serve the queue themselves,as it wasnt my job.and y i need to help dem?? as i’ll still earn the same salary.but i do it because we have to work as a team!
After my shift i was thinking .y i can do it in my work but nort in frisbee .
Dec
16
So far i came across TWO kind of people, 1. people who really treasure the sweet moments and havedifficulty leaving it behind, 2. is the people who just throw away all those sweet memories behind.Ya i understand sometimes its best to let go of stuff ,so u can move on with life.but letting go of stuff in a split moments seems abit of a”couldnt careless attitude”???im confused..just imagine after 3years in a relationship,suddenly one ask for a break up.So,one way is to try and save the relationship OR just let things go just like dat and waste all the sacrifices and effort that had been put in ???
I NEED ANS!!!
