to do or not to do ??

alot of stuff is running through my mind this few days.
but im glad that we are still together and continue smiling away..thank allah.
maybe i dont know her that much yet.. but im willing to know her more in depth.its may takes days, months, years,but i will work my way out.
love to see her laughing and smiling each time i meet her but hate it wen she hides stuff from me.
but i don blame her, cos it takes alot of courage to do that.
i have been rushing on stuff. maybe that me??? but i myself hate it.. well all i can do is just pray!!!

signing off
jamal thursday

SYOG

love you ttm =D

again!!

this relationship of mine is kinda challenging. who says handling a relationship is an easy job??? its take determination,perseverance,commitment and etc..
its takes two pair of hand to make it happen.there no turning back now.i chose this path and i will commit

conflict?

why is she always like this??? each time i ask her if she’s ok..she kept quiet.. so wat can i do?? ignored? do work tgt can?

Im back

im done with the first chapter, story continue…
its been an awesome month being with  her.Everything goes smoothly.
although we quarreled,I take it positive.As i believe couples do fight,and eventually their bond gets stronger.

the only thing that I would like her to change is not to think too much..=D
other den that  im fine.i tell more about her, she is very loud, forever smiling,passionate on things she do. sensitive and emotion at times. i need to accept that cause thats what makes my baby.

lastly,love u looking forward to the following months =D

find me at djamalthursday.tumblr.com

its been on my mind for awhile,gotta get this out of my chest,before its too late,
i cant let u go,you gotta listen
i smile just looking at you many times each day
i told you hundreds of times,”youre the love of my life”
inside a world of lies,my heart is uneasy,the only person that believes me is you
sometime i feel uneasy thinking about your change of heart
smiled and told me it could never happen,forever rebellious inside my empty heart
the only place i can lean on is you
often when i get weak hearted, i hate myself
today i am softly swept away and will erase you

dont avoid me even if i cheat on you
even if i forget you, dont forget me
often when i dont call or drink
if im with another girl
and our eyes meet,then only look at me
in a fight that never ends, only thing left is a long sigh
i hate the part of me that finds you bothersome 
even though im smiling today, i secretly lose myself
i know very well that im selfish
everyday im in a meaningless time,it became unclean
i hope at least you’ll stay innocent,always
this is my truth,this is the trust i have for you

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010  to you..

say goodbye to 2009 and hello to 2010

TOUCHED BY AN ANGEL

My world had just gone by
Always darkened skies
There was no reason to try
Never could fly

Now Im tired of searching
And wondering why
Its not really all that, much far
Reaching out for stars

Time to reach out
Time to be who I am

Finally, I believe
My dreams will unfold
Its like being touched by an angel
A brand new beginning
Its amazing
This is, a moment, I will remember

Finally, I can feel
Heaven on earth
Its like being touched by an angel
My world is changing
Im living out loud
Feels like, Im been, touched by an angel above

Ive waited for so long
For this day to arrive
The world seems a different place
Knowing I can fly

IDOLMANIA

AND UR NEXT SINGAPORE IDOL IS …SEZAIRI SEZALI

After a few months searching for an idol,from thousands of wannabes, sezairi sezali emerge to be the one winning the title and leave sylvia 1st runner-up. I don’t know if he really deserve it.but thats what Singapore wants!.So congrats to him

OUT ON MAY 7?!?!?!

   THE MOVIE TAT IM LOOKING FORWARD TO,NEXT YEAR!!